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..Life's journey is what we choose it to be..

Go confidently in the direction of your dreams.

Live the life you've imagined.

In the eyes of a child...

there is joy, there is laughter... there is hope, there is trust, a chance to shape the future...

Still under construction.. :P

Will update the slider later later la ek.. maleh nak pk.. muahhahah.

Still under construction.. :P

Will update the slider later later la ek.. maleh nak pk.. muahhahah.

Still under construction.. :P

Will update the slider later later la ek.. maleh nak pk.. muahhahah.

Oct 29, 2009

7 day more

hermp.. this passed 2 week.. dah 4 kali ultrasound dibuat.. and each time tak same dan tak consistent langsung jawapannya.. Seperti yg dikhabarkan sebelum ni..

1st time - sac size 8 weeks.. no heart beat
2nd time - sac tak visible .. normal 4-5 weeks pregnancy
3rd time  - sac visible.. 4 weeks + .. no heart beat

So semalam.. I ask for a refer letter to meet up with Dr Nora.. (poning pale den). Pagi tadi pergi la ke Primanora .. but errr.. rupenye Dr Nora pagi khamis booked for Operation kat Pantai. Ada Gynae lain.. tapi kol 10am baru ada.. Kami lak dah terpacak kat depan klinik kol 845am. Maleh nak tunggu berjam2 kat situ..makanya ku ajak MDH ke PMC dan terjah je la mana-mana gynae yg available pagi & boleh walk in..

I asked for a female gynae at first kat kakak kat kaunter bertanya tuh.. tapi sorang pun tak available.. either mmg tade di klinik / or klinik dah full tak boleh nak walk in. So tiada la choice lain, asalkan any expert bab2 OBGYN tak kesahla..  hehhe..

Klinik Obgyn Dr Idris

Dr Idris scan utk kali ke-4 nya tadi.. scanner die pula bagi estimation size sac 6 week, tapi mmg tak visible heartbeat. Katanya.. utk 6 week.. dia tak boleh nak bagi any conclusion.. and schedule another round of scan next week pule.. & see if there is any development . So.. tunggu 7 days more.. katanya lagi.. relaks dan jgn stress stress.. Hermp

So.. menanti la bersama-sama ye apakah khabaran nya.. huhuhuhu
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Oct 20, 2009

gravida 4 para 2

Err... you know what it means.. Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah.. but the journey is not quite over yet..Baru nak mula.. 


Baru je tahu on the G4P2 last Friday morning (dizziness melanda smpkan tanya kat MDH pagi tuh "err.. ada gempa bumi kat mane2 ke ek ? kenapa rasa kepala rase pusing tak hilang2.."). Walaupun mengagahi diri ke office pagi jumaat tuh.. but surrender @ 10am kat  Pusat Perubatan Menara. As I waited for turns to meet the Doc; counted the 1st day of the last menses... aa.. errrr.. it has been 36 days passed. 


So bila doc (Dr Siti 'the attending doc on Friday @ Pusat Perubatan Menara) tanya mengapakah dtg ke klinik.. terus ajela ask for the UPT test + citer la sket sket background on the kepusingan kepala.. So.. it come back +ve. 


Did ultrasound scanning with Dr Siti.... gestational sac is visible.. but surprisingly measured at 8 weeks. Suppose  5-6 weeks (based on date last menses). Abess sume angle dah Dr Siti measured size ttp 8 wks.... and to add with the kepelikan size no heart beat is found yet (Dr Siti kata.. it is normal for 5 - 6 week.. since kecik sgt lagi kan.. but size sac lagi menimbulkan tanda tanya.. ) Therefore I was scheduled for follow up scan after 1-2 weeks.. which falls to be set today @ 3.45pm.. (tapi Dr Zana 'the Gynae' on emergency leave plak tetibe). 


Now the follow up is schedule next week pule..  tiba-tiba rasa nak go through a day pun jadi lameeee... what more 7 days from now.. Sighh!


Should i just walk in & meet with my OB-Gyn (a.k.a Dr Nora) ? or just wait for another 7 days (since tiada tanda-tanda pelik spt blood spotting atau ape2) ? Perhaps scan machine di Pusat Perubatan Menara)l tak cukup canggih ?


Experienced from G3P2 (here, here, here ) baru2 nih.. buat stress dan cuak tak tentu pasal . Rasa tak senang hati aje.. Sigh!


Hope everything is OK this time..  pray for us.. (fighting!)

Oct 14, 2009

sepi kah ?

Sejak raya menjelma.. tak sekelumit tulisan pun berjaya di sumbangkan di blog. Duhhh.. sepikah ?

Ekceli, hari-hari ku click sikulat.blogspot.com; sekadar nak senang hop ke blog2 orang yg berupdet.. hahaha. Dah nak abess syawal dah nih haa.. baru nak sentuh.. (itupun sbb dah sangap tatau nak wat ape sambil tunggu MDH sampai utk balik). Baca sana sini.. macam2 kesah ade.. yati who's being in & out from hospital; ummimon with her 'dandan diri' mission; farra who fired her 'bibik' recently.. ohh.. macam-macam...

What's with me & people around me ? hehhee

Achievement paling ketara pun.. menghabiskan menonton Kdrama yg ada Yoon Eun Hye.

sib baik dia berlakon 4 citer aje.. yahahha..








  • The Princess Hour @ Goong (nih memula citer Kdrama tertengok)
  • The Coffee Prince (best best.. must watch!)
  • The Vineyard Man (baru tamat tgk semalam pun..)
  • Take Care of The Young Lady (tgh tayang kat tv.. tapi aku tgk abess dah kat mysoju)



Achievement lain-lain
~ pose 8 hari di bulan syawal..
~ attend beberapa open house di hujung minggu (smpkan bibik kata.. wo.. nak pegi 'pesta' ke ibu..)
~ dating beberapa kali di MV a.k.a slps menunggu MDH abess meeting kat MV (alang2..)
~ beli buku baru utk dibaca.. (tapi satu pun lom setat.. sbb asyik tgk kdrama aje..  har har)

Itu aje laa.. lain lain keje keje opis seperti biasa.. ada masa bizi.. ada masa tak bizi..

p/s: tgk site statistik.. ada gak orang jengah blog ni.. wlpn tak berupdate.. hehehe.. v(~o~) fighting!