petang Raya

Petang raya nih ..

i'm still at work, but not exactly working.
while others, dah bergerak pulang ke kampung @
dan memikirkan menu utk di jamu keluarga esok (Eid)
Aku masih lagi.. termanggu dan blank..

it seems like forever dah.. tiada sambutan EidulAdha
(atleast for me) Unlike EidulFitri, kami hanya
bercuti pada hari Raya pertama. Walhah EidulAdha nih patut
lebih meriah.. Qurban, bertakbir & bertahmid selama 3hari..
ntahla... maybe tiada penangan puasa sebulan kot..
people tend to just take for granted (err...)

petang nih..

I am evaluating myself ...
what have I done recently ..
am I good ? did I do good ? at anything ??
wifey ? motherhood ? friends ?
hrmp.. i can't answer all that..
not me..
others should.. (i think )
so..who am I ? am I good or bad ?
or (perhaps no one knows better than me ?)
grrrr...

p/s: boringnye la petang nih..

i'm listening to " How to save a life "